When the Old Self Fights Back

Anael Scrivanich
Sep 23
2 min read

Transformation is not always smooth. One of the most misunderstood stages is what Neville Goddard called “the old man” — the old self-concept, the identity and programs you’ve carried for years. When you begin stepping into your new reality, the old self rarely disappears quietly. It fights for survival.

And here’s the truth:

It’s expected. Resistance, doubt, or heaviness doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong. It means you’re moving forward.
It’s not a setback. Questioning yourself isn’t failure. It’s a sign that change is stirring.
It’s momentum. The flare-up is the old vibration losing its grip. It means your new identity is already alive.

Think of it like an echo — often loudest just before it fades away.

From My Journey: When the Old Self Rose Up

I remember a time when I was practicing my new vision with all my heart. Every night before sleep I imagined myself stepping into the reality I desired. The joy was so real that I often drifted into sleep smiling.

But one morning, I woke up heavy. Out of nowhere, my mind whispered: “Who are you kidding? This isn’t going to work. You’ve tried before and failed.” For a moment, I almost believed it.

Then I remembered: this is the old self fighting for survival.

So I paused. I closed my eyes and asked: “Am I aware?” Immediately, I felt the quiet presence behind the noise. The heaviness wasn’t who I was — it was just the echo of an old program.

I whispered, “I welcome you. You may stay as long as you need.” The grip loosened.

Finally, I placed my hand over my heart and said with authority:“This feeling is proof — the old is fading, the new is already alive.I command in light: it is real, it is done, I am already there.”

A calm strength rose in me. The old voice lost its power. I knew with certainty that I was still on track — closer than ever.

How to Navigate When the Old Self Rises

Instead of resisting the old self, meet it with awareness and authority:

Step 1: AwarenessAsk: “Am I aware?” This brings you back to the silent presence that is untouched by doubt.
Step 2: WelcomingSay inwardly: “I welcome this feeling. You may stay as long as you need.” Resistance dissolves the moment you allow.
Step 3: CommandSeal the shift with authority:“This feeling is proof — the old is fading, the new is already alive.I command in light: it is real, it is done, I am already there.”